Kryptonite

Well I just finished meeting with a workers comp lawyer. She was very nice. She explained things very thoroughly to me. I am not going to retain her yet though. She suggested I finish the medical treatment first and see what happens. She does believe I am being under paid by my employer.

Kryptonite refers to E. my last girlfriend. I told my therapist that E. was Kryptonite. I said that I had avoided advances by other women during my marriage. When E. approached me I was too weak to say no. Hence, she was Kryptonite to me. I know that is laying blame on her instead of me where it belongs. I was just trying to be funny I guess. Who knows what happens if she never approached me. I might still be drinking too.

I am not sleeping well. I can't get to sleep at night. It is very frustrating just laying there tossing and turning. I worry about too many things. Well that's all for today.

Peace

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