Well today is my one month anniversary with R. since our first date. It's a small milestone in one sense and huge in another. Everything seems copacetic. She is so easy to be around. R. loves and supports me even when I am stressed out. I hope I don't screw this up. She is the perfect woman for me. I struggle still with my insecurity's. I try to be the best man I can be but come up short I am sure. I love her and her me. It has come on so naturally. It's funny I held back saying it until she did. I even told her, as we hinted around the word, that I couldn't say it until she did. Even then I felt like I was holding back. Once the gate was opened, the love flowed like a river over a dam. There are so many little things R. does that mean a lot to me. Mostly, it's the look in her eyes. The touch of her hand or lips on mine that shows me how much she loves me. It's not just words anymore. It's those moments when she curls into me in bed. She pulls me in close to her so become one.
Peace
dumbdavid
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