I went and stuffed myself on China Buffet tonight. It's only 7.99 for all the MSG you can take. I went and rented the movie Sin City. I had not read the comics but I am a fan of Quentin Tarintino and Robert Rodriguez. Mickey Rourke steals the movie but unless you know which character he is you wouldn't recognize him.
Tonight's topic is feeding your depression. This can be literal like overeating or using chemicals, or it can relate to watching depressing movies. I do both of these things usually on the second version. I am without healthcare right now and do not qualify any longer for Medical Assistance. I have tried Celexa, Effexor, and Wellbutrin. I had the best success with Celexa with the least side effects. I have been off it for two years now but I am wondering if I should start again. I have been through counseling but don't seem to resolve ongoing negativity on my outlook.
I am in a vicious circle in my life where I can't seem to fix things and they just get worse. I am now without a car and have little income. I just learned I have until October to file for Bankruptcy before the law changes. My student loans are hounding me along with my ex-wife who has combined hers with mine back in 1996. I just don't know what to do. I haven't seen my daughter since Memorial Day. This is the longest I have ever gone without seeing her.
She deserves more...
peace
dumbdavid
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