"If love were enough"

I just watched Grey's Anatomy episode with the train crash. A dying patient had a dying message for her fiance. She said, "if love were enough she would still be there with him." It was a metaphor for the decision Derek made to stay with his wife. Meredith was left broken hearted. Derek was even emotional as he told Meredith.

I am so stupid sitting here quoting a TV show. Right now this blog is my only emotional sounding board. I work through my emotions by writing down then re-reading and digesting what I have written. It's strange but it works. I guess it is a sad statement on where my life is right now.

When I started writing this post I was thinking about Meredith being not chosen. I feel bad for her because I have been there. It was a little different. The person I had been seeing had moved on while still seeing me. It was then just over. We had broken up several times and gotten back together. Musical chairs in love and ending up without a chair. That's me.

peace

dumbdavid